And did you find what you wanted? A third person perspective on one's thoughts and actions. A mere spectator in the event of being. I used to crave the silence, but now I can't seem to break away. It's come to define me in ways I could never understand. With hazy thoughts and even hazier delusions, I delve further into darkness. I find solace in the fact that one day it'll be over. But I can speed up what time will eventually accomplish. It's the one thing I can control.
I'm passing the time searching for that which I cannot possess. The truth. The same truth that can be only understood as a lie. Rooted entirely in what we couldn't possibly comprehend. With each breath at stake, I try to contemplate it's meaning, but wonder on a path that reveals it's circular nature.Piece by piece. The conclusion being one which we cannot attain. In knowing, we falsify. In ignorance, we validate. Willingly we hand over our capacity for thought, as we're guided to the answers we seek. In pursuit we stray further from the dead-end that claims no existence. And I can sleep soundly each night knowing I have nothing.
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