I can't find the strength to wake up in the morning.
Changing my perspective is always such a process.
I can't live without the growing pain in my chest.
Seeking out solutions, looking for conclusions.
I'm looking to the sky when I'm feeling hopeless;
waiting for the clock to tick in my direction.
Proximity is best when looking for a way out.
Thanking you for nothing, wishing I was something safe.
Sleeping with the lights on, aging with my own self-doubt.
Pessimistic thinking plagues the very though of change.
Nicotine induced dreams, insomniatic brain waves propel
my eventual demise and insecure relation with self.
I'm growing exhausted of just breaking even.
Fulfillment is nothing, I'll manage without it.
With each bout of panic, I pray it's my last. At least in death I won't have to remember the past.
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